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[06 Aug 2006|04:25pm] |
i've never been happier, i'm so in love : )
i love you doug, always!!
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[28 Mar 2006|10:43am] |
I've never felt this way before in my life. I'm so in love... i love you doug!
11-13-05...
ak <3 dc always!
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[13 Jun 2005|03:14pm] |
wow. i'm finally done with high school. okay so that happened like 2 weeks ago and graduation was a week ago, but i never update so i guess its necessary to mention.
it still hasn't fully hit me that this is finally it. i'm actually never going to high school again and in the fall i'll be leaving and going to college at MSU. don't get me wrong, i'm beyond excited and at times wish it was sooner than later, but i just dont know. i feel like whats somewhat holding me back from fully being excited is that i know i will be leaving some of my best friends. the girls who i don't know what i'd do without. sometimes i dont always show how much i appreciate them, which is def something i'm working on, but they mean the world to me. i know everyone tells me that if the friendship is strong enough, it can withhold any distance, but for some reason i just don't fully believe them. there are some of them who have honestly been through everything with me...and no matter whether we fight or not, we know that we will always be there for eachother in the morning.
anyway, so far summer has been amazing! besides the past few days filled with rain, i've been able to relax by the pool & tan. sooo many grad parties, honestly i've been fed for free these past 2 weeks! haha
okay, i'm out. another night out with the looooves of my life.
comment & hopefully we'll chill sometime this summer. i'll be home! xoxo
much love always,
gilbs
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| MY BIRTHDAY (well, yesterday) |
[23 May 2005|09:15pm] |
Yesterday was my 18th birthday! It's absolutely crazzzzy that i'm LEGAL...and that I'm 18 f-ing years old already!! It seems like yesterday that I was like 10 and had no idea of what was to come and couldn't wait to grow up! Now i'm finally a legal adult...and i cant even come to realization with that! Anyway, my best friends are amazing...i love you all for celebrating with me or whatever you were able to do to make my bday great!
I also can't believe that I only have 3 days left of high school...ever. Today was my last Monday of high school. It's so exciting and somewhat nerve racking to think about! But this summer is going to be amazinggg!! and MSU will be even better!!
comment if you love me!
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| never been better! |
[25 Apr 2005|10:24pm] |
lately, i've been my complete and total, fun loud crazy happy self and i'm loving every minute of it! i've had the time of my life these past months with my closest friends and i couldnt be luckier to have them! i know that with some of them, school has gotten in the way sometimes...but i know that our friendship can always lift up right where it left off with a simple movie night, like on friday! boys will be boys...and this will never change in my life- as always, no one too special for me at the moment, but who even knows anymore! i'm just glad that everything seems to be working out in its place at the moment. my friends, school, boys, graduating, life in general. i cant believe im almost done with high school. forever. that seems so weird for me, i feel like ive hardly been able to complete things in this short time, and now i have to start over again in college. but i am definitly ready for summer, good weather, relaxing, and the fun summer nights- oh, how amazing i know they will be. but anyway, i just wanted to randomly update (as usual) and let you all know whats going on with me. i'm happy and content and having the time of my life. hopefully it'll be like this for a long time..because i could really get used to this! haha
love always,
gilbs
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[25 Jan 2005|08:46pm] |
Wow, sooo tired and don't feel like writing a real update but i'd just like to say that I LOVE SAM ROBY, SAMMY UNGER and CARLI BOYER and our extreemly fun random weekends! such good times!
hmm so senior getaway is this weekend...hopefully that'll be fun! i'm excited to chill with all the seniors since it's gonna be my last milan because spring milan is the weekend of my sister's bat mitzvah!
anyway, yea i should probably finish my psych essay since it's already 11:50 and i'm gonna be dead tired tomorrow for school- oh well, i'll try to write a real entry sometime soon (who knows if that'll actually happen though, i'll be honest, haha)
"Forget regret or life is yours to miss." -Rent <--- such a great quote and such a great play.
goodnight, XOXO
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[10 Nov 2004|11:00pm] |
I haven't updated in forever and so i thought i should at least say how i'm doing lately. i've been really good, having sooo much fun being a senior finally and continuing my great friendships with my best friends. up until tonight i havent felt upset or anything. i dunno even exactly what set it all off inside me, but it really reminded me of last year and some of the mistakes i made. but the thing is, this time i think i actually like him. which is weird. i mean, yes last year i did like that kid, alot, he was my best friend, but now i like this new kid and it's just so frusterating, everything. for weeks hes shown that he likes me and now i'm starting to doubt myself and it all. i finally let go and told sammy everything i was feeling, it was so nice to finally tell someone. and theres no better person in the world than her. i love you sammy, you're amazing and i'm so lucky to have you as a best friend, i forgot how great you are with helping me with issues. anyway, i knwo this is boring and stupid but i just needed to get out my feelings. and im also procrastinating on my paper thats due tomorrow. haha anyway, i think i'm gonna be okay. i think i'm just gonna let it be how it is, and see how it unfolds, cuz who knows? maybe sammys right, maybe hes intimidated by me, maybe he actually does like me and afraid to truly show it. all i know is that im gonna be extra careful this time, cuz now im stronger and more mature than last year and i can handle it all. ok i'm done, love you all...
<3 Gilbs
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Since Ariel thinks shes way too cool to write in her LiveJournal, Lindsay decided to do so for her...
Heres Ariels motivational (written By Lindsay)-- Everyone makes mistakes. Some people chose to admit thoes mistakes, others make them on purpose because they like the outcome but not the aftermath, and others make them but pretend like they never did. If one makes a mistake, big or small, you always have the opportunity to learn from it. The ones that chose to make them again are the ones that are foolish, although they like what happens along the way, they know what eventually happens at the end. The worst part is, they need you at the end when they make the mistake for the second time, and you cannot bring yourself to say anything but "I told you so..."
Sorry for that, it was just kinda bothering me!
YAY for ETC this weekend! Mad love to Parker Christan Feldman and everyone else...
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[29 Mar 2004|05:43pm] |
I guess you could say that since I never update this thing, when I do, it must be pretty important haha-
This past weekend was actually pretty fun. Saturday night function and then going to what seemed like 100 different places throughout the evening was a blast. I got to chill with the Shapiro boys, some of the Koach girls and a few other people. The ending to Saturday night was one to remember...good times! Wow, it was a pretty funny ending if you ask me, sara or sammy. Although, I guess good times like those do have to end and reality does have to come back. It wasn't until sunday night that reality hit me in the face at what seemed like 100 mph. And although it came very quickly, the outcome of the reality check was much needed for not only me but some other people too. I feel somewhat ashamed and upset that i didnt come to realize it until then but i'm glad i finally did. I learned something last night that I find so important for everyone out there to understand. It's that, Life is NOT about pleasing everyone ALL the time. I learned that not everyone is going to love me and that's OKAY...cuz the people who do, are the ones that matter in my life. There will be people who will come in and out of my life each day...but there will also be those who stick with me through anything and everything, who truly care about me and aren't just in my life to take a little walk around and then leave. And I've got to hold on to those type of friends in my life, not ever let them get away, and make them feel appreciated. (or at least more than i have been in the past) This is something that will now stick with me in my head from now on. I guess you could consider last night to be an "eye-opening experience" for me. And, it was about damn time...
I love you girls more than life itself, I don't know what i'd do without you all..
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| Haven't updated this since...ever, really... |
[13 Mar 2004|04:08pm] |
I don't understand how people can write their whole life story on this thing, but life is just getting to be so much for me that I need to organize my thoughts...if that makes any sense at all...lol
I've never been so happy yet so unhappy at the same time. Without him in my life, it's never been better! I've been my old self again, happy, constantly outgoing and crazy fun! People have mentioned to me that they've noticed that and it made me more happy than I ever could have imagined!
Last night however was a little different...and although we can all blame it on PMS or watching Thirteen before we went out, I wish I would have been my old self again last night instead of having one of my flashback moments...I know it wasn't my fault, it wasnt anyones fault...just 3 PMSing girls and a pair of twins trying to have the time of their lives and sadly having it not work out according to plan. I dont wanna make it seem like last night didn't have its fun moments at all, because although stupid fights did occur, without the 4 girls I spent last night with, I wouldnt know what to do with myself.
Even though I want to erase last night from my life, when i think about it, i realized that tonight taught me that no matter what happens, or how much stupid fighting occurs in one night, i have some of the best friends in the world who will always be there waiting for me in the end...arms open, to give me a hug and tell me that everythings gonna be okay...
Everyone reading this probably thinks I'm liek depressed or something but thats not the case whatsoever...If you know me, lately I'm one of the most energetic, loud, outgoing people around...i'm sure a big reason of why i wasn't myself last night was PMS and some other stuff in the back of my mind...but don't worry, as girls know, that stuff only lasts a few days lol..and I'm gonna get back into the swing of things as of now!
Look out world, I'm back to my old self...AND FOR GOOD this time! : )
"Things are changing, things are going to go wrong. And everyone around you, they change too. But the best feeling in the world is to know that no matter how much you change, no matter how many tears you cry and no matter how many times you for sure think the world is over, you always have those freinds that will be there through thick and thin.. no matter what. And having those kind of true friends...now that, thats something to smile about."
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| First time writing in this without Randi haha! |
[15 Apr 2003|09:10pm] |
Hey everyone! This is my first time actually using my live journal, since Randi has written the last two of them! (Thanks Randi, love ya!) Nothing really interesting is going on with my life, which is kinda sad since i'm such a lively kinda person...but oh well. Sunday night was great! Joey Unger's bar mitzvah was so much fun and I got to be with my favorite group of girls, Michelle, Randi Shirah and Sammy too, and of course the entire Unger family! haha GILBERT HAD A BLAST!!! YAY! I finally got to meet Chelsea whom I've heard so much about from Joey which was exciting too! I introduced myself to her as "Joey's new girl" which was pretty damn funny! lol. School is nothing special, just regular class stuff! (Except for enjoying my lunches in the oh-so-wonderful Spectrum room which always seems to be hilarious!) Well anyway, I'll try and write in this thing more often, especially when I have more interesting stuff to talk about! Gotta go watch an All-New Smallville! : )
XOXO
Ariel
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| Randi Davis is one sexy motha-fucker :o) |
[28 Mar 2003|11:35am] |
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RANDI DAVIS IS ONE SEXY MOTHA-FUCKER! O-kay, Ariel should really start writing in this journal instead of Randi doing it :o) BUUUUT, RANDI DAVIS IS STILL ONE SEXY MOTHA-FUCKER!
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| Much love for Randi Davis :o) |
[25 Mar 2003|11:28am] |
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Randi Davis is the best friend in the entire world. She is so kind and beautiful. She even made me this LJ. When I give birth to Gilbert, she will be his godmother.. Gilbert will be the luckiest little boy in the entire world. Much love, later..
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